Something Inside Me Wasn't There Before.

Listen to the brand new 6-song EP from LTZKE, Something Inside Me Wasn't There Before. 

The first ever EP is about identity, loneliness, connection, ambition, and the feeling of becoming someone you don't completely recognize.

Across six songs, the project moves between bright pop, nostalgic electronic textures, distorted hyperpop, dreamy production, and more emotional orchestral moments.

Track 1

RESTART

I just wish I could restart
Let all the lights fade away
If this is really who we are
I'll just turn my face away
And I can't use my mind too long
'Cause all my thoughts get in the way
Put all my thoughts into a song
Because I don't know what to say

If this is really who are
Maybe this just ain't for me
Spent my whole life tryna make
Everybody follow me
I would live a life of fame
Even through all the suffering
But everybody fell away
Before I even did my thing
When can I look back and smile
Once I can get through everything

I just wish I could restart
Let all the lights fade away
If this is really who we are
I'll just turn my face away
And I can't use my mind too long
'Cause all my thoughts get in the way
Put all my thoughts into a song
Because I don't know what to say











Produced by LTZKE

Track 2

HONESTY

Honesty
It keeps on hiding right in front of me
And honestly
I think that there is something wrong with me

I care so much but act like it don't touch me that much
But I wanted you to want me like I wanted your touch
And I'm realizing that now maybe I won't be enough
And I know, and I know, and I know, and I know






























Produced by LTZKE

Track 3

DREAM TO ME

I've been waiting for someone just like you
Needed someone to help and get me through
All on me I can't afford to wait
But I wait for someone anyway
I wrote a song about you, you don't know
But I wish that I could show you though
As I sleep, I hear you speak to me
You ain't real, you just a dream to me

You just a dream to me
Everything I feel wants you to be with me
And I know baby, secretly
In another life that you'd be real to me
I want you feeling me
When I'm all alone 
I want you here with me
When I'm on the phone 
I want you here with me
When I'm all alone
I want you here with me

Maybe I wanted to see you with me
Maybe I wanted to live past the screens
Maybe I'm finally sick of the weight and the pain and heartbreak and I'm breaking it free
I wish that it was you changing for me
I wish that I wasn't taking the lead
Taking the lead

Only see you in my dreams
You just a dream to me,
Ain't how it seems
I understand you I know what it means
I play along but I know it's a reach (yeah)
I'm gonna break at the seams
I'm gonna be alone through everything
I'm gonna yell when there's nothing to sing
I'm gonna- I'm gonna- I'm gonna- I'm- I'm- I'm- (scream)

Produced by LTZKE

Track 4

LOST IN YOUR EYES

Sometimes I get lost in your eyes
Keeps me going I get up and down through the night
Sometimes I get lost in your eyes
Sometimes I get lost in your eyes
When will you realize?
When will you realize?

Only see you in my dreams
I only talk through the screens
Nothing feels like everything Nothing there is at it seems
I could get lost in your eyes
If only it was real life
Sit in the dark but it's fine
Sit in the dark by your side
Sit in the dark by your side
I feel so lost but it's fine
I feel so lost all the time
I could get lost in your eyes

I could get lost in your eyes
I could get lost in your eyes






















Produced by LTZKE

Track 5

DONE WITH THE MONTH

Wanna be done with the month
Get down to the crunch
Wanna be up in a month
Soon as my name blows up
I'm gonna get so drunk
(I will not actually be getting so drunk)
I'm gonna keep it punk
Everything I do is hard

Spent so long working, I'm finally here
Wait for the end of the year
Everything I worked for just disappear
Picture myself as the man of the year
I just keep making all my visions clear
Make that I want and they cheer Start of the summer it started off weird
But now thank the Lord that we made it right here
They tried to say I won't make it
Everything's dangerous, feel like a changed person
I worked on sending a message
I get so restless
I try to change words then Everything far from the truth
This is my youth
I wanna drop out of school Nobody cares what I do
And that's cool

Wanna be done with the month
Get down to the crunch
Wanna be up in a month
Soon as my name blows up
I'm gonna get so drunk
(It just rhymes, I'm not actually getting drunk)
I'm gonna keep it punk
Everything I do is hard









Produced by LTZKE

Track 6

YEAH, I'LL BE FINE

I'm so bad when it comes to goodbyes
See your face when I close my eyes
I'm all alone why should I be alive
Wanna feel touch from a hand ain't mine
I took a drive on the road in my car
Needed to get out of bed for a start
Parked in an alley, I wanted a break
Did it before, made the same mistake
I don't know quite who I am anymore
Something inside me wasn't there before
Hands on my head, I don't want them to see
Everything I need is way out of reach

I don't know quite who I am anymore
Something inside me wasn't there before
I wanna break but I just can't afford
Making it worse when I try to move forward
If I die will I be mourned?

I wanna sit by your side in the morgue
I wanna stargaze and sit in your warmth
I wanna make art
I wanna be born
I wanna make someone cry with a song
I wanna get someone out of the storm
I wanna let it all out like a chord
I wanna play a song I can record
I wanna change someone's life moving forward
I want someone to care for me, I'm sure
I wanna come out and win in the war
I wanna love someone, I wanna pour
Everything out I can't keep anymore
I wanna make them all proud, yeah I'm sure
I wanna be loved, I wanna be sure
I wanna let it all out to the Lord
I wanna love someone more than I swore

Ima just keep it inside, I'll be fine
Ima just keep it inside, I'll be fine
Ima just keep it inside, I'll be fine
Ima just keep it inside, I'll be fine.


Produced by LTZKE